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I should be at my lecture/seminar right now. :D ... D: I received my FUNNY GAMES U.S. DVD today and I creamed myself. I have to finish my project by next week. D: |
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I can't believe how much I'm panicking about the test tomorrow. Maybe it's the fact that I haven't had a test since 2006 when I graduated from school. From then on all I had to do were some presentations and essays but not a here, have a question, now write 2000 wirds in 1.5 hours, thank you please. Ugh. All I wanna do is eat chocolate and die. See, this test is the reason I can't feel happy about seeing one of my bff this weekend, or that I have 2 weeks off work or that in a weeks time I'll be visiting my OTHER bff in Milan and buy fab. clothes and fab. shoes, or that my money worries for my final year is basically sorted. ARGHS. HYSTERIA, you has it. But on a happier note, I can't stress enough how MUCH I enjoyed Funny Games U.S. and not only because Michael Pitt gave me a huge girlboner.
It is so refreshing seeing a film with different style, not the same old same old and even though I have seen good films quite recently, nothing was quite like this and I love discovering films that blow my mind, other examples when that happened: Eternal Sunshine of a Spotless Mind The list isn't long because, though I have a huuuuuuuge list of films that I absolutely adore, only those really affected me. |
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I'm in a pissy mood. Why? Well, I don't know really, my supposed bff has this big flaw which really annoys me. We were on and off bff for like 7-8 years now. She demands my full attention, like in the past when I had a bf and didn't spend every waking hour talking to her she'd get pissy and I'm not saying this in a Regina George sort of way, I wasn't totally ignoring her or anything but obviously you want to spend some time with your bf as well as your friends. Anyway, she lives in Milan now and I'm supposed to visit her there, it was my idea and I booked the tickets way back before uni started. Then I realised, once uni began that I have an exam on the day I'm coming back and that the question for the exam will be up a week before so I chose exactly the wrong week to miss uni. What do I do? I wouldn't even DARE saying I won't come cuz I know how majorly pissed off she'd get with me even though it's a friggin exam which is 40% of my overal module mark. So I splurted another 30 quid to book flight tickets for 2 weeks later, changed my holidays at work and it was overall very stressful planning everything to not miss important things, have days off work blah blah. So then the she txt me asking when she could call and I said friday and she said she can't, she has to work. That txt was like 3 weeks ago and since then we didn't talk, not because she tried to talk to me and I didn't have time but she wasn't online, didn't txt me, messaged me or emailed me and neither did I. So today I get a wall message on fb from her asking if I will even come and see her. UGH!!! I spend fucking 50 quid overall for those plane tickets even though I don't have any fucking money, I spent more than I should cuz I had to change the dates instead of cancelling the whole thing, SHE ISN'T ONLINE OR TRIES TO CONTACT ME IN ANY WAY HERSELF AND THEN SHE ACTS ALL PISSED OFF AS IF I CUT HER OFF OR SOMETHING! I replied saying well I didn't spend 50 quid for nothing. It soooo pisses me off and that has always been her flaw that she demands my attention and demands talking to me for hours and demands demands demands when a) I have UNI and I also have to work, I can't spent hours everyday talking to her online. b) she doesn't bother contacing me either. Another thing is, whenever I have to go it takes around 10 mins before I can actually go cuz she will have this loooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooon I really don't feel like going anymore but yeah, I spent too much money not to. :/ |
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It's sunday, Something for the Weekend is on with that Chelsea loving son of a bitch, Karl Pilkington is a guest and you'd think how else to start a rainy depressing sunday? Well fuck me, I have work in an hour and will be serving unrelaxed, unchilled uncool moany bitches from 11-4. The customer's I hate most of the ones with kids who stare at you while you scan their shit. The parents normally are too busy putting all the fridge and all the cupboard and all the crap into the right bag, occasionally yelling at their wayward son who will hide behind the flyer board. I will throw the little girl a dirty look which will not stop her to further stare at me. Then they will pay by card and want 50 quid cashback, like everyone else and they wonder why we don't have any cash in our till left. I just stop asking when I'm running low, they can move their motherfucking lame arse to the atm just outside and do it themselves. They also seem to think it's their total right to demand cashback, um NO, this is a service we offer to YOU dickward, you should be GLAD that you have the opportunity to be even lazier than your fat arse already implies you are, so if I don't feel like offering this service to you then tough luck, swollow that sausage roll you couldn't wait for home to eat and shut the fuck up. Heeeyy, I'm in a good mood aren't I? But on a brighter note, Goblet of Fire will be on at 7 and I will drool over some Dedric and cry over THAT'S MY BOYYYYY!!! D': have a good sunday bitches.
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I went to my 1h lecture where they probably blabbed about something important but I totally didn't listen because I had to solve 47389573834 problems at once. 1. I found out that the change of my timetable wasn't possible. which meant, after I told my boss I won;t be working thursdays anymore I have to tell her I won't do mondays either, which will be a total hatefest from her side cuz mondays are insanely busy. But I will offer her satursays which I know are short at the mo and hopefully she won't put me on the shitty till for the rest of my time there, haha. 2. SHIIIIIIIIT, what about christmas??? I already booked flights based on what I work etc. 3. I found out I have a class test on the day I'm coming back from italy, CHAGRIN. I should become a conflict solver or something. |
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01) Are you currently in a serious relationship? 02) What was your dream growing up? 03) What talent do you wish you had? 04) If I bought you a drink what would it be? 05) Favorite vegetable? 06) What was the last book you read? 07) What zodiac sign are you? 08) Any Tattoos and/or Piercings? Explain where. 09) Worst Habit? 10) If you saw me walking down the street would you offer me a ride? 11) What is your favorite sport? 12) Do you have a Pessimistic or Optimistic attitude? 13) What would you do if you were stuck in an elevator with me? 14) Worst thing to ever happen to you? 15) Tell me one weird fact about you. 16) Do you have any pets? 17) What if I showed up at your house unexpectedly? 18) What was your first impression of me? 19) Do you think clowns are cute or scary? 20) If you could change one thing about how you look, what would it be? 21) Would you be my crime partner or my conscience? 22) What color eyes do you have? 23) Ever been arrested? 24) Bottle or can soda? 25) If you won $10,000 today, what would you do with it? 27) What's your favorite place to hang out at? 28) Do you believe in ghosts? 29) Favorite thing to do in your spare time? 30) Do you swear a lot? 31) Biggest pet peeve? 32) In one word, how would you describe yourself? 33) Do you believe/appreciate romance? 34) Favorite and least favorite food? 35) Do you believe in God? 36) Will you re-post this so I can fill it out and do the same for you? |
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I hate being ill. I enjoyed it, as far as I could, when I lived at home and went to school. But now, living with my bf who isn't exactly a replacement for my mum who cooks me hot soups and peps me up and having to work to afford going to uni, it is no fun, I repeat, no fun AT ALL. The only good thing right now:
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I am ill. I have a virus I think. My tonsils are the size of tennisballs and yesterday I woke up with a huge headache and my eyes tried to escape from their sockets, that's how it felt anyway and my whole body ached. I also had a bad night sleep because for a few hours I was freezing though my body was really hot. So yeah, yesterday wasn't fun at all. Today I feel much better, good enought o go to work and work through my 5 hour shift and all because I need the money and I already had too many days off sick. It was alright though, I was just a bit weak and tired, thank GOD I don't have a cough or a runny nose, that would have been bad. Anyway I feel so tired now but I'm gonna have a curry tonight which makes me pretty happy. <3
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I'M GETTING ILL!!!!!!!!! Sore throat My limbs hurt ARGHSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS
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You know what I really really hate? People staring at me. I guess no one really likes it but I REALLY hate it. I like doing things and I better be left alone. Today at the gym, this old guy who's always there too, who also has the habbit of looking at you for several minutes went on the crosstrainer next to mine, no, not the 20 others that are free, no, it had to be the one next to me. I almost got off and went to another one. Naturally he kept looking at me several times and when I finally got off he looked at me and I ignored him and he smiled. Yes, I am such an arsehole to be disturbed by a man who smiles at me. Go me! I'm so unsociable sometimes, it's horrible and it's not even the fact that I need to chit chat which I also hate, it's just that most of the times I can't be bothered. Hahahaha, Elizabeth Berkley is on Diagnosis Murder as a guest and she plays a dancer. Right, time for some coffee.
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Ugh. I ate way too much today. After gym I went to town and had half a shakeaway shake, battenberg flavour, it was alright, not as special as everyone makes it out to be. Then I had some free fudge, omg, that was so nice but that little bit was enough to give me that sicky richness feeling and I had enough. We then went to ASK and I had a LOVELY prawn pasta, it was so GOOD and it actually had lots of prawns in it. THEN, I had a coffee and jelly snakes, half a bag of popcorn, jelly beans and lots of other teethkillers. We watched The Boy in the Striped Pyjama which was an alright film, what threw me off was that those supposed Germans all spoke English. I feel sick so tomorrow is a digestion day, no food, just water.
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Ugh. I knew it. I KNEW IT! I finally, FINALLY got my timetable today and on the 2 days where I have to work in the evening I have seminars/workshops. At least they aren't lectures, that way there's a chance I might be able to change that. I will not change my workshifts because I'm pretty damn happy with them as they are and my supervisor would not be happy. I txted my friends to find out if there are other seminars/workshops I can go to instead but of course no one is fucking replying. On a brighter note I am full of caffeine and I will be seeing The Boy in the Striped Pyjama tomorrow and have a nice meal. (:
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I dragged myself to the gym, though I was pretty tired but then I felt like a lazy fuck and went. I saw some girl from uni there, she's my facebook friend and naturally she didn't recognise me. I ate HALF A KILO of grapes, isn't that just AWESOME?! I bought some coffee, I am not starving myself, I just have a huge apetite, hopefully some hot black coffee can kill it. My friend asked me if I wanna go to Wagamama's on friday but I'm not sure.
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Today I bought stuff to pack my face with even more chemicals. I read good things about illuminating lotions etc. I always wondered how celebs had such an awesome glow. But yeah, I splurted 10 quid out for a lovely pinkish purpleish lotion which you can dab on all around your face or as I do on your cheekbones and eyebrow bone. Then blend and go over it with some blusher or bronzer. It looks pretty damn amazing.
Oh and while I was looking through the make up stuff I found this:
Yes it IS called Dazzle Me. I had pan fried salmon with roast vegetables and rice for dinner, yum.
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Right, I just came back from work and had a good hot shower. Last night was mental. Tonight's dinner was cheese toast with tomatoes omg, it's so delish. My plans for tomorrow you ask?
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